Busy bee...
Thursday, April 6th, 2006 03:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mothwing... on a break.
We all love JRK, butagatha_s's journal reminded me once more why we do today. On Thinness
Apart from that, we're paying a visit to the Uni today to have a look at the Hunterian Art Gallery. Can't wait to see it, although I might stay here to work on my uni stuff for a while. Well, and to eat something. I'm starving. I really should be working on my Essay for Literature, but... It doesn't count. That sure is a killer for my currently already limited ambitions. Long live happy mediocricy!
I have started already, but I did not get past the stage of hunting down and evaluating secondary literature. Which virtually does not exist, strangely. Sigh. Not that I care.
I can remember the good old days in which I cared for the stuff I was doing, before I lost interest. Well, the good old days in which I maybe wasn't foolish enough to go to those professors who never give As and then fail to work hard enough to get one, anyway, like I used to at school, because somehow, my priorities have shifted. But still... Who cares if I am among the best in somebody's class if I get a friggin' B in the end because that is all the professor ever gives a student who does not range somewhere between himself and god? I want my good marks back.
And I want the desire back which filled me back in my last year at school, the desire to actually give everything to achieve a goal. Goals? Yes, I must have had them once. And now....?
Sigh.
And I really ought to work on my stuff for the Creative Writing Society, I guess we'll have a meeting on Monday and I missed the last one already, don't want to miss another one.
On a happier note - spring's upon us! The weather is great, the cherries start blooming, everything looks pretty.
What isn't so good - hayfever season is, too, which means that Crocky is not so happy. Ah, well.
Off to the Art Gallery now. :)
We all love JRK, but
agatha_s's journal reminded me once more why we do today. On ThinnessApart from that, we're paying a visit to the Uni today to have a look at the Hunterian Art Gallery. Can't wait to see it, although I might stay here to work on my uni stuff for a while. Well, and to eat something. I'm starving. I really should be working on my Essay for Literature, but... It doesn't count. That sure is a killer for my currently already limited ambitions. Long live happy mediocricy!
I have started already, but I did not get past the stage of hunting down and evaluating secondary literature. Which virtually does not exist, strangely. Sigh. Not that I care.
I can remember the good old days in which I cared for the stuff I was doing, before I lost interest. Well, the good old days in which I maybe wasn't foolish enough to go to those professors who never give As and then fail to work hard enough to get one, anyway, like I used to at school, because somehow, my priorities have shifted. But still... Who cares if I am among the best in somebody's class if I get a friggin' B in the end because that is all the professor ever gives a student who does not range somewhere between himself and god? I want my good marks back.
And I want the desire back which filled me back in my last year at school, the desire to actually give everything to achieve a goal. Goals? Yes, I must have had them once. And now....?
Sigh.
And I really ought to work on my stuff for the Creative Writing Society, I guess we'll have a meeting on Monday and I missed the last one already, don't want to miss another one.
On a happier note - spring's upon us! The weather is great, the cherries start blooming, everything looks pretty.
What isn't so good - hayfever season is, too, which means that Crocky is not so happy. Ah, well.
Off to the Art Gallery now. :)
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Date: Thursday, April 6th, 2006 05:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: Friday, April 7th, 2006 03:15 pm (UTC)But I'm trying to tell myself that Bs are fab, too. Just disnae work. :)