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[mothwing]

When does this ever stop?

When will I wake up and not be not as good as I could be (...possibly "if it wasn't for"), and should, should, should be, want to be?

:(

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[luckyoldsun.livejournal.com]

Miss Mothy, when I think of you it makes me feel good inside. That says to me that you are already good, and although I know you will always strive to do wonderful things in life, there is no other level of "goodness" that you need to ascend to before you can be proud of your life. You're a young and budding teacher. You're kind to your friends. You use your wonderful mind for great and wonderful things. You don't run around hurting other people. You're one of my secret lj-favorites. :o) Anything else is just icing on the cake. If you end up as the German equivalent of the secretary of education or remain a life-long teacher, I won't think any more or less of you for either one. Every path in life has its respective advantages and disadvantages in terms of one's happiness. If you make a lot of mistakes, I won't ever look down on you for them, because they could just as easily be my mistakes and my circumstances with a different roll of the dice. So yes... no waking up. You are awake. You are fine. I like the Mothy who I know presently. There is no Moth 2.0 upgrade to buy. "1.0" is lovely.

[mothwing.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I love you, Greg.

[dstroyrofworlds.livejournal.com]

Tja, was soll ich dazu sagen...
*hugs* Willst du darüber reden? Ruf mich an. Oder sag mir ich soll dich anrufen.
(dann muss ich deine Eintragsseite nicht mit 5 überlangen Kommentaren zupflastern)
*hugs again*
Du brauchst dir keine Sorgen zu machen, nicht zu genügen.
DU? Mit Sicherheit nicht.

[mothwing.livejournal.com]

Danke. :)

Ist irgendwie eine etwas chaotische Woche für mich gewesen, und zu sehen, was alle anderen um mich rum hinkriegen und was ich nicht hinkriege ist irgendwie devastating ab und zu.

Ist aber schon wieder alles gut.

[bronnyelsp.livejournal.com]

Darling, you're lovely. Striving for perfection is natural. Reaching it is not. You are achieving your potential every day, and you are wonderful. Don't let go of that.

[mothwing.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks, Bron.

[count-tygath.livejournal.com]

Couldn't have said it better than bron did, hun... :)
You're a wonderful friend, and even more so, a wonderful person. About everything else, don't always expect so much from yourself... :(

It's easy to say, I know that, and I make the same "mistakes" for me too, even up to the point where I ask myself not only do I deserve to study and what I study, but also do I deserve my friends, the people close to me and all that... And if so, WHY do I deserve them? :( - And as students, there's only so much we can do... We give our best because we love what we do, and that MUST be enough... Is anyone of us ever really content with what s/he hands in? - I have never been. I always think I could do much better in theory, but we're no machines... And I have to keep telling myself that, from time to time...


I'm down with quite a nasty cold at the moment, but if you need me, I'm here anyway... :)

*hugs*

[mothwing.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Get well, soon!

And be glad you're missing the first week at uni, seriously. The place is PACKED.