Good things.

Thursday, May 6th, 2010 05:49 pm
mothwing: An image of a snake on which is written the quote, "My love for you shall live forever- you, however, did not" from A Series of Unfortunate Events (Geekiness)
Because I survived my oral exam I went on a brief shopping spree and got myself some gratuitous goodies.

Like this: 



Yes, that is an Auryn replica. Sadly, I couldn't find an affordable one with both colours (or one with the inscription, or one created by people who know how the thing is connected with the necklace and don't turn it on its side. Seriously, how hard can it be...?), but this one was cheap, and I like it better without the gold, even though the geek appeal is not quite the same.

Oh, also something that I guess qualifies as pride earrings.

Guns.

Thursday, May 6th, 2010 05:31 pm
mothwing: "I can't be having with this" next to the grim looking face of Granny Weatherwax (Granny)
Ok, people. Imagine you are a gun enthusiast, owned guns, and wanted to keep them in your house.

Now, pick your option of choice for gun storage from these two.


           

Made your choice? Awesome!

And now for storing ammunition. What looks like the sensible option here?

          

If you chose the first option in both cases, you ought to meet the father of last year's German school shooter Tim, who seems to have similar ideas about safety as you do. His son surprisingly got hold of both gun and ammunition and became, well, a school shooter with them.

Seriously, wth. )
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
So, what did the lake poets think of Gothic novels?

To be brief, they didn't like them much. They thought no worthy man could write such a thing, too fanciful, and a danger to children. They disliked the sensationalism and the bawdiness especially.

Wordsworth did not really read many of them and generally didn't seem to have bothered - even though he could appreciate horror stories - Coleridge especially is aghast (which I did not necessarily expect, especially because he is later asked to translate Faust because of his own reputation as a writer of the demonic) - he has to write a few reviews as a "hireling" for the Critical Review and seems to fall so in hate with them that he takes up reading Radcliffe's novels for fun. 

«Coleridge, in a letter to Miss Robinson»
"I have a wife, I have sons, I have an infant Daughter--what excuse could I offer to my own conscience if by suffering my name to be connected with those of Mr. Lewis, or Mr. Moore, I was occasion of their reading The Monk . . . . Should I not be an infamous Pander to the Devil in the seduction of my own offspring?--My head turns giddy, my heart sickens at the very thought of seeing such books in the hands of a child of mine."
STC, 18.12.1801.

«Review of The Monk»
"A more grievous fault remains, a fault for which no literary excellence can atone, a fault which all other excellence does but aggravate, as adding subtlety to a poison by the elegance of its preparation. Mildness of censure would here be criminally misplaced, and silence would make us accomplices. Not without reluctance then, but in full conviction that we are performing a duty, we declare it to be our opinion, that the Monk is a romance, which if a parent saw in the hands of a son or daughter, he might reasonably turn pale. The temptations of Ambrosio are described with a libidinous minuteness, which, we sincerely hope, will receive its best and only adequate censure from the offended conscience of the author himself. The shameless harlotry of Matilda, and the trembling innocence of Antonia, are seized with equal avidity, as vehicles of the most voluptuous images; and though the tale is indeed a tale of horror, yet the most painful impression which the work left on our minds was that of great acquirements and splendid genius employed to furnish a *mormo* for children, a poison for youth, and a provocative for the debauchee. Tales of enchantments and witchcraft can never be *useful*: our author has contrived to make them *pernicious*, by blending, with an irreverent negligence, all that is most awfully true in religion with all that is most ridiculously absurd in superstition. He takes frequent occasion, indeed, to manifest his sovereign contempt for the latter, both in his own person, and (most incongruously) in that of his principal characters; and that his respect for the *former* is not excessive, we are forced to conclude from the treatment which its inspired writings receive from him."
Coleridge, The Critical Review 2.19 (2/1797).

It did my heart good to read, however, his opinion on the Mysteries of Udolpho:

«Review of the Mysteries of Udolpho»
If, in consequence of the criticisms impartiality has obliged us to make upon this novel, the author should feel disposed to ask us, Who will write a better? we boldly answer her, *Yourself*; when no longer disposed to sacrifice excellence to quantity, and lengthen out a story for the sake of filling an additional volume.
Coleridge, The Critical Review, 8/1794.

Also, in a letter which describes what he thinks are repetitive features in Scottish poetry,
«Letter to Wordsworth»
"I amused myself a day or two ago on reading a Romance in Mrs. Radcliff's style with making out a scheme, which was to serve for all romances a priori--only varying the proportions . . . A Baron or Baroness ignorant of their birth, and in some dependent situation--Castle--on a Rock--a Sepulchre--at some distance from the Rock--Deserted Rooms--Underground Passages--Pictures--A ghost, so believed--or--a written record--blood on it! A wonderful Cut throat &c. &c. &c."
Coleridge, October 1810.

The manliness comes in in a review of a story by Walpole, in which he writes,
«Review of the "Mysterious Mother"»
The Mysterious Mother is the most disgusting, detestable, vile composition that ever came from the hand of a man. No one with one spark of true manliness, of which Horace Walpole had none, could have written it
Published posthumously in Table Talk.


Go get them, Col!

!!!

Saturday, May 1st, 2010 08:39 pm
mothwing: Image of Great A'Tuin from Terry Pratchett's Discworld novels (A'Tuin)

April Art

Friday, April 30th, 2010 01:56 am
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
I've decided to do a backdated pic-dump post with my ventures in April. Mostly for me, should I make some progress in the future and should wish to look back, and because this new hobby consumed some of my time in the first half of 2010.

So. Quick sketches and more detailed attempts at stuff. )

Good Things

Tuesday, April 27th, 2010 02:36 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
I received this in the mail today:



"Vielen Dank für Ihre Bestellung. Ich wünsche Ihnen viel Freude und viel Erfolg (falls es für eine Prüfung ist :D) mit dem Buch. Herzliche Grüße, SR."

"Thanks a lot for your order. I hope you enjoy it and are successful (in case it's for an exam :D ) with the book. All the best, SR. "

UK Votery

Sunday, April 25th, 2010 01:37 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)

Take the Who Should You Vote For? England quiz

Green  44
Liberal Democrat  24
Labour  16
UK Independence-21  
Conservative-30  


I like how I got minus points for the conservatives here.

EDIT: D=
WTF. Though I have to admit I picked "?" more than I did in the other quiz, so maybe that's because I got the SNP? 

Take the Who Should You Vote For? Scotland quiz

Scottish National Party  47
Green  30
Liberal Democrat  14
Labour  6
UK Independence-23  
Conservative-24 
 

Though I think I prefer Votematch.
mothwing: Image of a death head hawk moth (Bakery)
Big women like sexy underwear, too? And there are ads for that underwear? Neat, I thought.
How did the network react? "Omg, it's a fat person in underwear, cover your eyes! Take it down!"

This is the ad in question:


Also, this post about going to the OB/GYN while fat made me incredibly angry. It shouldn't have, after all the other nice stuff I've heard about people's GYNs (sexual harassment, violation, humiliation, scare tactics into submitting to a procedure, dismissing concerns and pain as "this doesn't hurt, ever, so pull yourself together" etc., and that's just the people I know offline).

Yes, I get it. Fat people ought to blob along elsewhere and not subject themselves to the innocent eyes of other people (even though, as junkscience claims, this will make perfectly thin women worry about their body image so deep, deep down that even they themselves don't realise). Yeah. I'll go do some homework and let my lifesaving chocolate nuts prepare me for boobquake.

WTF?

Wednesday, April 21st, 2010 11:33 am
mothwing: "I can't be having with this" next to the grim looking face of Granny Weatherwax (Granny)
Not being an Apple user I have to admit that I never got Apple Apps, and I'm kinda hoping that this is a bad joke and the only reason that our broadsheet press picked up on it is that they're as tech-illiterate as their readers (me being one of them, occasionally), but.

Just. Wat.

Getting Flirty

Improve your flirting by decoding her micro expressions. If you know what she thinks, you know what to do!

FEATURES:
- 3 Micro Expression Training Games: Death Match, Speed Flirting, Flirter’s Paradise (train your speed, accuracy and vigilance)
- Over 120 photos of emotional expressions from a professional “Getting Flirty” photo shoot with 6 international models
- Show your proficiency in the Champion’s Test and receive your own certificate with your photo and name
- Huge Training Camp with detailed description of each facial expression
- Solid scientific background

Kudos on the assumption that all men are heterosexual and idiots who can't read facial expressions or, failing that, can ask for clarification.

Yeah, I'm procrastinating.

Quote of the Day

Tuesday, April 20th, 2010 10:34 pm
mothwing: (Woman)
«The sort of comments you never see here»
"And in everyday life... men have it much worse IMHO. Women are much pickier about male beauty than men are about women. Seriously. Men get a bad rap."

This is a common myth. You see, men imagine themselves less picky about looks because they don’t even see the women they reject. Trust me. I’ve gone out to bars looking hot and gotten hit on. I’ve gone out to the same bars looking frumpy and had guys knock me down to get to the hotties – they don’t think of themselves as having “rejected” me because they’re too busy running over me while in pursuit mode. Something to think about, guys: as long as we have this stratified system in which men generally pursue and women generally reject or accept, a man’s refusal to pursue a given woman is equal to a woman saying “No” when asked on a date.
Jennifer Kesler at The Hathor Legacy.
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
JK Rowling on single mothers, poverty and politics in the UK.

from: «The Single Mother's Manifesto»
Yesterday’s Conservative manifesto makes it clear that the Tories aim for less governmental support for the needy, and more input from the “third sector”: charity. It also reiterates the flagship policy so proudly defended by David Cameron last weekend, that of “sticking up for marriage”. To this end, they promise a half-a-billion pound tax break for lower-income married couples, working out at £150 per annum.

I accept that my friends and I might be atypical. Maybe you know people who would legally bind themselves to another human being, for life, for an extra £150 a year? Perhaps you were contemplating leaving a loveless or abusive marriage, but underwent a change of heart on hearing about a possible £150 tax break? Anything is possible; but somehow, I doubt it. Even Mr Cameron seems to admit that he is offering nothing more than a token gesture when he tells us “it’s not the money, it’s the message”.

Nobody who has ever experienced the reality of poverty could say “it’s not the money, it’s the message”. When your flat has been broken into, and you cannot afford a locksmith, it is the money. When you are two pence short of a tin of baked beans, and your child is hungry, it is the money. When you find yourself contemplating shoplifting to get nappies, it is the money. If Mr Cameron’s only practical advice to women living in poverty, the sole carers of their children, is “get married, and we’ll give you £150”, he reveals himself to be completely ignorant of their true situation.

How many prospective husbands did I ever meet, when I was the single mother of a baby, unable to work, stuck inside my flat, night after night, with barely enough money for life’s necessities? Should I have proposed to the youth who broke in through my kitchen window at 3am? Half a billion pounds, to send a message — would it not be more cost-effective, more personal, to send all the lower-income married people flowers?
JK Rowling.
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
That also goes for reviews on Amazon! Stupid me. Still, reviewers, if you have to sign your review with "BTW, I'm neither racist nor religious, just my opinion", then you ought to know that there's something wrong with what you were writing in the first place?

Also, I just read through the entries for the 4th lesbian literary award hosted by Édition El!es (if you speak German and like bad writing, check it out!), and those entries scare me. They read like something that has a high potential to end up on either [livejournal.com profile] canonrants - only that stylistically, I'd expect that kind of stuff on FFR or [livejournal.com profile] verreiss_mich . Though considering the host I probably should not be surprised - apparently, they're publishing books of authors who terminated their contract with this publisher and changed to the other notable lesbian publisher, the Konkursbuch, and there's also been trouble concerning authors not getting paid for their work. Classy.

Art: Colleagues.

Saturday, April 17th, 2010 03:35 am
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
Black eyes? Present.
Hooked nose? Check.
Sallow skin? Well, slightly jaundiced, yes.
Greasy hair? Arguably.
Yellow, crooked teeth? Yep.
Why, it's Snape.



And Minerva. Black-haired, square-spectacled, emerald-robed, thin-lipped, big-eyebrowed favourite witch of mine.
mothwing: "I can't be having with this" next to the grim looking face of Granny Weatherwax (Granny)
You know, if you start your Master thesis by saying that you're only going to consider male homosexuals in your study because they clearly have it worse (oh god I wish this was more of a paraphrase) as well as because there's so little data on female homosexuals (well, fair enough), because there are so many men writing about homosexuals (...?), that doesn't make you look that good to start with, but I was willing to read your paper, anyway.

But then you proceed to make your case, saying that those pesky foreigners, especially muslim foreigners, hate gay people, want to steal from them and beat them up. What the hell. I was looking for a sensitive insight into sex ed aimed at muslim students regarding homosexuality in Germany, not xenophobic garbage.

More drawing

Saturday, April 10th, 2010 08:54 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
I can't believe I'm this excited about that drawing course. Here's hoping that what with all the exam preparation I'll get myself to go at all. The first session will luckily be after two of my exams. Still.

To prepare I've tried to draw a face without reference. Noses? What are they for? And there are some issues with perspectives and an obvious lack of practice, but other than that, I'm proud. 



Exam-preparation-wise I discovered a lovely collection of links about gay teachers, which ought to help with one of my topics.

New Hobby

Friday, April 9th, 2010 11:20 am
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
I've enrolled in one of the arts classes (which are really cheap, they're €25 for 18 sessions) that are offered by Crocky's university for students. I'm looking forward to it, and I'm quite surprised at how much fun drawing is - after my nearly-ten-year-break I didn't really expect it to be anything other than frustrating, slow, and boring, but now, after two months, I'm quite glad I have taken this up as a hobby again.

What I'm especially pleased with is that I am so uninvested in it that learning to improve ought to be painfree - if this were teaching or writing, my ego would get in the way, and I'm really insecure about things I'm invested in and I'd be crushed if I found that I'd made a mistake because it is so, SO important for me to Get Things Right. Since this is drawing and I've only been doing it for two months, I couldn't care less.

Also, Crocky says she'd come along, and I'd love to get to do things with her.

Job-wise, I've filled in my application as an official emergency supply teacher for this summer. I like the sound of that.

Class without chairs

Thursday, April 8th, 2010 08:00 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
I'm going to teach my fidgety students in a room without chairs tomorrow, since they find it so hard to sit still and learn better standing up. I'm curious about how that'll work out - all of them said that when they study at home, they don't do so at their desk but while walking about. I'm curious as to whether this will be applicable to larger groups, too - I know for a fact that part of the reason why some of these kids stop being able to concentrate at some point is because they simply can't sit any longer, and I don't see a disadvantage to having them walk about the room while teaching or have them stand while writing as long as they pay attention. My reading backs this up, too. Should be interesting.

Also, I'm having a lot of fun in the Groups on DA right now, and my day was made when I discovered the picture below, drawn by ~nattherat, the best Worst Witch artist on that site.

 

Not only does she manage to capture the style of the books perfectly, she's also a fan of Ms Hardbroom AND Drill/Hardbroom.
My day is made.

Dragons!!

Sunday, April 4th, 2010 04:21 pm
mothwing: An image of a snake on which is written the quote, "My love for you shall live forever- you, however, did not" from A Series of Unfortunate Events (Geekiness)
EDIT:  [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore 's post just reminded me: Happy Easter, everyone! I hope you're having a great weekend.

Unlike Hellebore's Flist, I'm in OMG! mood not because of Easter, but because of Dragons and Vikings ♥. I don't know how I could have possibly missed this, but I learned only yesterday about the existence of "How To Train Your Dragon", the movie and the books. Male character and obvious annoyances aside, I'm incredibly excited about this. Even though the main dragon looks like a cross between a cat and a tadpole, what's up with that?

Still. There are Vikings!!, and someone on the giant love-fest that is DeviantArt told me there was going to be a shieldmaiden. Yes, she's most likekly going to be female action heroine stock, I know, but I like to think that that'll be counteracted by the awesomeness of Vikings.

Vikings. And dragons. I've already heard that whoever did the runes in that movie ought to have read up on them properly and not used English spelling, and how did someone raised by two guys with fake Hoot's Mon Scots get an American accent...?



Still. Vikings.

and cats tadpoles Stitch dragons!!
mothwing: "I can't be having with this" next to the grim looking face of Granny Weatherwax (Granny)
How do you guys watch TV?

This is a serious question. Ever since I got sick I rediscovered watching TV in an attempt to brighten my mood. Turns out it's not as effortless as I thought it was, because pretending that things never happened to keep my mood from plummeting isn't effortless, relaxed entertainment.

It used to be easy before I got sick - turn on TV, forget I am a gay woman and that I actually care about people, go.

Now, not only can I not forget I'm a gay woman, I'm also no longer able to appreciate cynicism because again, it hurts my mood. And I like being in a good mood. I only started watching TV again because it requires comparatively less effort than reading and since my expectations of TV are so low that I'm not as easily disappointed or hurt by issues relating to LGBT people/gender/race, bad characters, bad writing, historical inaccuracies, you name it.

Still, even given my really low expectations, it's getting harder and harder to watch TV without needing to make a conscious effort to pretend that what you just saw did not happen and force your mind to black out whatever comedy or sitcom just drove home that people like me deserve to die/be raped/be tortured/be in pain because that's funny.

Is there a trick to this that I'm missing? If you watch TV, I'd like to know what your methods are, and I'd also be really grateful for recommendations for funny series.

Filling in Forms

Sunday, March 28th, 2010 11:20 pm
mothwing: The Crest of Cackle's Academy from The Worst Witch TV series. (Work)
Sometimes I suspect that my main reason for hoping I'll find a job as soon as possible come June is that I'll get around filing for state support. There are no words for how scared I am of those forms, filling in those forms some wrong way, getting things wrong in general.

They always make me seriously need cheering up, so I looked at funny HP comics on DA and tried to cheer myself up reading the "Help with Life " forum (short version of one of my favourite threads today: you're suicidal? Get your lazy ass to a gym already!).

I'm a big fan of ~ProtoWilson's comics which have Snape and a very short angry arts teacher OC insert (example here), which never fail to cheer me up.

Oh, and *rufftoon's Reality Shift strips, which are also awesome (the first one is here.)

Now I wish those forms would just either magically fill in themselves or dissolve...
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
Title: Gone.
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] mothwing .
Rating: G.
Notes: an illustration of Crockywock's wonderful fanfics The Prince's Tale and The Silver Cat.
Summary: After Voldemort's defeat, Severus is released from both his debt and also from his connection to Lily, which is driven home by the fact that his patronus changed with his feelings for Minerva. The loss of his old patronus as well as the meaning of the new one cause very mixed feelings.

Click for full view.



This is also the first time that I drew both humans and animals without any kind of reference, not even the trusted artist's dummy. I also practised doing rooms here, and I'm quite happy with how they turned out. Severus' face and expression, on the other hand, really still need some work. I'm rather happy with the cat, though, even though I consciously avoided doing fur, because my attempts at following Jab's pointers were pretty catastrophic and need some more work.
mothwing: "I can't be having with this" next to the grim looking face of Granny Weatherwax (Granny)
Not a big surprise, really, though the study (German) is ten years old, and I don't know anything about the methodology or details on the sample they used for this study, as they don't go into detail in the article this table was included in.


(Translation mine)

Practice

Sunday, March 21st, 2010 03:45 pm
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
Heads of House brushing up relevant skills for the Yule Ball. Not entirely successful on the part of the Head of Slytherin, which is part of the reason why he ended leaving early with Karkaroff and skulking around among the rose bushes, leaving the hosting duty of the other guests to the other Heads of House.

Yes, this is silly, but I got tired of preparing for the teach-a-thon of doom.

mothwing: Image of a death head hawk moth (Default)
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Major event? The fall of the Berlin wall. I was six, and I was told that it meant that we could now see our relatives more often again. This is also about the only event which makes me feel patriotic.

Last Second

Saturday, March 20th, 2010 10:59 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
I like hands. I couldn't draw hands. So I drew hands. So now I can draw hands.

This is another cheesy one, Severus about to die, Lily's ghostly hand reaching out, but him being saved by Minerva who actually makes sure whether people are dead and knows her first aid spells.

mothwing: (Woman)
Although many studies have been conducted on homophobia, little information exists about the attitudes of homosexuals toward heterosexuals. In order to compare the attitudes of both groups, a well-known homophobia questionnaire (Hudson & Ricketts, 1980) was reworded to assess the attitudes of homosexuals toward heterosexuals, forming a “heterophobia” questionnaire.
The less clinical term “heteronegativism” is introduced here to refer to the range of negative feelings that gay individuals could possess regarding heterosexuals. Sixty homosexual students were matched with 60 heterosexual psychology students on sex, age, race, and education. Each group was given its respective “phobia” questionnaire.
Hypotheses that homosexual participants would report less phobia and more negative experience than heterosexuals and that gay women would report more phobia than gay men were supported. Hypotheses that level of abuse in closeted homosexuals would be positively correlated with phobia scores and that being “out of the closet” would be negatively correlated with phobia scores were not supported.
Stephen M. White, Louis R. Franzini, '99

Stuffed mushrooms

Wednesday, March 17th, 2010 01:39 pm
mothwing: Image of a death head hawk moth (Bakery)
I never realised how easy it is to do tasty things with white mushrooms

Tastiness... )

Giant squid <3

Sunday, March 14th, 2010 02:43 am
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
Trying to put off both work and housework? Staying up way too late?

Who, me?


(no subject)

Saturday, March 13th, 2010 04:19 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
Still playing around with silhouettes. I love silhouettes. And big noses.

Sadly, I'm still having some anatomy troubles - don't ask how long Severus' arm is in this picture.

A silhouette of everybody's favourite plant kept in the dark after falling out with Lily with his patronus

Coloured version )
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
Perspectives

Mary Somerville 1780-1872

The strain of abstract thought, her father feared,
might injure her tender female frame. It did not.
It was more the needlework, the pianoforte 
at Miss Primrose’s Boarding School for Girls 
in dreary Musselburgh which fettered her spirit.
When she left, she said she felt like 
a wild animal escaped out of a cage.
Read more... )

- Brian McCabe. 

Reluctance

Monday, March 8th, 2010 02:05 am
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
I liked the first picture so much I added some more.

Like playing with digital hand puppets, wheee.


(no subject)

Sunday, March 7th, 2010 11:43 am
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
It's fairly embarrassing to admit, but usually when I try drawing people and mean business I take Rebecca's wooden figure, put it in the position I want it in, take a photo, put that in a background layer and paint my human over that. ~Professional~, I know. Yesterday I tried painting without my anatomy reference. Behold. I think I'll stick to silhouettes for a while, they're fun.

mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
One of my students hates poetry, she says.

She doesn't want to have anything to do with it, whenever they're faced with poems in class everything about her speaks her dislike. Her body language, her expression, her moans, how she approaches the topic, the way she deals with it. She just doesn't like poetry and frequently expresses intense dislike when confronted with poetry, she's easily confused and frustrated, and doesn't see the point of dealing with it.

At first I thought it was that specific poem, which was admittedly rather obscure and gave them a second one the next lesson. Again, the same reaction. Frustration, lack of understanding of both content or why rhythm is important at all.

And then I gave her a poem in Russian, her native language. I wish I'd had a camera to capture just how quickly she snatched that sheet ouf of my hands, and how hungrily she read those lines, and how eagerly she engaged with the poem, and the translation provided below. She immediately had a plethora of opinions on this poem, too, I've never seen her that engaged with a poem- any text - ever before.

It was clear that this student, homesick, rejecting all things German, would appreciate the inclusion of her native language in class, but I had just never pictured just how much. I hope I can manage to incorporate the student's native language in German classes in future somehow.

Saturday, March 6th, 2010 12:42 pm
mothwing: An image of a snake on which is written the quote, "My love for you shall live forever- you, however, did not" from A Series of Unfortunate Events (Geekiness)
«Portal 2 Announced»
Valve, creators of best-selling game franchises (such as Left 4 Dead, Counter-Strike and Half-Life) and leading technologies (such as Steam and Source), today announced Portal 2 for shipment this coming holiday season.

Portal 2 is the sequel to 2007's Portal, which won 70 industry achievement awards.

mothwing: Gif of wolf running towards the right in front of large moon (Wolf)
Then I discovered some of the specimen that populate DA.

Oh boy.



TL;DR - or rather, too pink, didn't read - yeah, that's Severus' little sister, half mugle, is obviously not only in Gryffindor, but also stood up to their father and was sent away for that, she's also Sirius' One True Love, Remus is her best friend and she dislikes Peter. Note the animagus shape there.

At first I thought that this was some kind of rather overdone technicolour parody, but not so. Also, the artist (age 21) doesn't seem to realise that anything might be ... off about this character and is impervious to irony or subtly incredulous questions as to wtf is going on here.

There's apparently also a fic, but I don't think that anyone can be more mind-numbingly awesome than this picture.

I'm still hoping that this is a parody. Oh, please let this be a parody.

*sigh*

Thursday, March 4th, 2010 08:13 am
mothwing: Gif of wolf running towards the right in front of large moon (Wolf)
Well, looks like it's over. Thanks to everybody who signed - 9749 people did.

FIC: Treehouses.

Tuesday, March 2nd, 2010 04:41 pm
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
Title:  Treehouses
Pairing(s): Petunia/Severus
Rating: PG-13.
Warning(s): -
Summary: Always constructed around Lily, always overshadowed by other things and people, their tentative relationship offers only a very transitory shelter.
Author's Notes: a series of ten drabbles for and inspired by [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore, queen of drabbles. I don't usually write fic and these are my first attempts at drabbles, hopefully, it doesn't show.

 
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First steps

Monday, March 1st, 2010 03:00 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
Again. I used to pretty much ignore the little "ink" tool in TheGimp, but it turns out that it's possible to do very shaky calligraphy with Gimp and Crocky's tablet. I'm not sure if it's worth bothering, though - the tablet doesn't translate the pressure I use very faithfully and accurately, and thus my result is pretty blotchy, which is probably due to my lack of experience than the tablet, though.

The result looks pretty much like all my first steps with a new tool - blotchy, uneven, an inky mess. The only upside to this is that I don't get inky fingers from this, the downside is that I'm not sure if I can improve.

It's about as hard as my first steps with hand-cut goose quills (having hunters in the family has its perks), and those never took off and I gave up pretty quickly and returned to metal nibs.

Edit: look, my crack at Hartmann's Der Arme Heinrich, copied from my copy of the Heidelberg manuscpript (Ba), which looks like this:

See? Blotchy. This is so much easier on paper, though the ability to just press the "undo" button when I get things wrong has its appeal. Still, it feels like cheating.
mothwing: An image of a snake on which is written the quote, "My love for you shall live forever- you, however, did not" from A Series of Unfortunate Events (Geekiness)
I'm not prone to considerations such as these, and I love the poetry of all three (especially no. 1), but vapidly, superficially, optically?

  
   
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
"How does the water
Come down at Lodore?"
My little boy asked me
Thus, once on a time;
And moreover he tasked me
To tell him in rhyme.
Anon, at the word,
There first came one daughter,
And then came another,
To second and third
The request of their brother,
And to hear how the water
Comes down at Lodore,
With its rush and its roar,
As many a time
They had seen it before.
So I told them in rhyme,
For of rhymes I had store;
And 'twas in my vocation
For their recreation
That so I should sing;
Because I was Laureate
To them and the King.
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- Robert Southey.

During one of our holidays in Wales in the late nineties I found an abandoned poetry collection in the cottage we stayed in which had this poem in it. It was love at first sight.

Boast post

Saturday, February 27th, 2010 02:39 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
My school is going to undergo a TÜV test in April, as my boss informed me yesterday. Turns out they don't only come to check on how our students like us and to examine the administrative portion, they also audit our lessons, and I didn't really like the sound of that. When I replied half-jokingly that I'd have to prepare something extra-special for them, she said that what with my "outstanding preparation" I "wouldn't have to worry one bit", and she'd try to schedule their visit so that they could audit my lessons specifically, because I'm such a credit to the school.

Made my day. I suppose it's not such a big deal in the greater scheme of things, especially considering the nagging thought - which Crocky echoed once I got home - that the fact that I distinguish myself from the others because of preparation is not really a sign that the school is doing that well.

Still. Outstanding preparation, people. Credit to the school. Excuse me while I try to squeeze my inflated ego through that door to do some late lunch now (I bought 1kg of fresh spinach to celebrate and I'm now not sure what to do with it, really. Spinach lasagne?).
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
This is the passage my written exam focused on:
«Gregoris v.3101-36»
Der arme Grêgôrius,
nû beleip er alsus
ûf dem wilden steine
aller gnâden eine.
er enhete andern gemach,
niuwan der himel was sîn dach.
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Hartmann von Aue.
Pretty manageable, no? Especially given the fact that my topic was "Places and spaces of salvation in Hartmanns Gregorius". This is the passage in which Gregorius has arrived on the rocky island he spends his seventeen-year self-appointed exile as a penance for the double incest he was a result and part of - before he is chosen as pope - it is the ultimate place of salvation in the poem and thus a glaringly obvious and kind choice. I'm expecting that others had similar "kind" choices - he's your examiner, as well, isn't he, [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore ? So, don't be worried.

Not sure what good that choice has done me, though, because as always, my exam is a huge, big blank in my memory.

A Russian dilemma

Thursday, February 25th, 2010 05:12 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
I have a student I tutor who is difficult, mostly because she is homesick and really demotivated.

Homesick because she's from Siberia and she gets tearful whenever she talks about her home. Last time she was rendered incapable of participating in class for twenty minutes because she saw a map of Europe and the East lying about before class and spent five minutes looking at her former home, then sat there, brooding, sullen. She was so bubbly when she came in, and this is not the first time she said she'd remembered something from home and went quiet.

Demotivated because they're analysing poetry, and she can't be bothered because she doesn't see the point both of poetry, what the particular pieces I bring in are about (they're supposed to work with Romantic poetry, and the Golden Age poets are a good match for obvious reasons), and why analysis is a good idea.

Now I'm thinking about bringing in a few poems in Russian which deal with similar subject matter as the German poems we're doing in class. I'm not sure it's such a good idea because I don't want her to feel bad, obviously. Still, it'd be an excuse to pick a native speaker's brain on Pushkin in the original, and possibly even Achmatova, because she's obsessed with Stalin's Russia, although if anything is likely to depress her, this'd probably be most likely to.

Fur is evil

Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010 09:24 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
And yes, I have seen wolves before. I just can't draw them properly, though I did try to stick to some of the canon descriptions of what werewolves are supposed to look like compared to real wolves. Well. I'm quite pleased with the general mood and the grass, though. How come the backgrounds always turn out better and are more fun than my foregrounds?

Anyway, this is Minerva telling off Remus for following Severus out of the Shrieking Shack. James may have saved his life in the Shrieking Shack, but he didn't take him back to the castle.



Ok, off to bed, I'll have to get up really early tomorrow, meh.

Whee, water.

Saturday, February 20th, 2010 09:28 pm
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
Another afternoon happily wasted with playing around with Crocky's drawing board.

This is supposed to be Snape's dungeon office, hence the view of the lake. This is also the first time I've used textures.

Severus headdesking, Minerva looking on in catshape.

Shiny!

Friday, February 19th, 2010 11:43 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
Excitingly, there's a free-for-all post on [livejournal.com profile] isurrendered , a community that I've been reading avidly during the last couple of days and I decided to submit these prompts: 
  • A political drama/musical series about the Sängerkrieg
  • A soap/crime series set in the Icelandic Commonwealth
  • A series about werewolf detectives
I'd really love to see someone picking up one of these.
mothwing: "I can't be having with this" next to the grim looking face of Granny Weatherwax (Granny)
"I don't hate people with vaginas, I don't think that possession of a vagina is inextricably linked to any particular trait or that people with vaginas are somehow inferior to people with penises, or any of that nonsense. But when it comes to sitting directly next to a vagina itself for about twelve hours? No way. I really, really don't like them - the shape, the smell, the actions performed...and I don't see what's wrong with saying that. If someone were to say that they hate penises - and I know many women, gay and straight, who have - that would hardly be something unbelievable. The US as a whole is incredibly squeamish about asses, something I certainly like in a sexual context, and it's fairly common to hear people talk about 100% hating anal sex. Why is it that the vagina is the one part that no one's meant to hate, even if they don't fancy girls?"
Am I the only one who thinks that this is ...problematic?

[livejournal.com profile] fabfemmeboy said this in a post on RPatts quote on how he "really hates vaginas" and how that meant that he was totes gay (rather than, you know, an idiot).

Many applaud this sentence as funny and think that this is only a harmless, if hyperbolic statement of his discomfort - like "I hatre cucumber" (and really? My reason for being uncomfortable during that particular photoshoot really would not have been the nekkid people around me - there were much better reasons for that).

To me, this seems to disregard several facts completely, such as the broader context of how society sees vaginas (as I pointed out, this is made most apparent to me in the different use and implications of derogatory terms for both penes and vaginas), how this isn't just a harmless ~preference~ and how sexual orientation is really not defined by your relationship with a set of genitalia.

Right?
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)

Yes, I'm trying to keep myself from thinking about my exam tomorrow. My two youngest students in the tutoring centre are in sixth and seventh grade respectively and they're at the tutoring centre because their written work is poor. Writing is not the most popular task for many kids, and the fact that their lesson is on Friday afternoon, after school does not help. These lively kids are usually very fidgety and find it very hard to concentrate - no wonder, given the fact that they're in the centre for ninety minutes between two and four on after a week of work!

Last week I had one act out an action with the other had to construct a sentence in the tense that he was revising, and all their sleepiness and demotivation went away as if by magic. Earlier, I had them set each other vocab tests on the board in adjacent rooms to give them an excuse to move around, write on the board, and teach each other rather than doing another test in written work.
A few weeks previous, I had them set each other dictations, which is a little too hard for the kid in sixth grade, but surprisingly doable. Spelling games like Scrabble, Boggle and Quiddler adapted for the needs of my students are also really popular and we usually use those during the last ten minutes. They've been known to insist on staying in ten minutes longer just to finish a game, and they do remember the words they used during the game, so that seems to work, but lately, I've been running out of ideas for quick things that are cost-effective with regards to the lesson time they take up.

My youngest student has not only failed their last vocab test, but he's also supposed to learn the irregular verbs - he never does his homework and learning things by heart seems to be nigh impossible for him. When we talked about their vocab learning methods, the younger dude said something along the lines of, "If I ever did learn my vocabulary lists, I'd probably copy them down and learn them by heart." Pwned by conditional II there, kid.
So ever since I heard that they had to study the irregular verbs I've been trying to come up with ways to make this more fun, and I think I might have found something:

Crocky uses this to teach her younger piano students to read sheet music, and I'm thinking of making something similar for irregular verbs. It's just a slightly shinier way of getting him to quiz himself, really, but who can resist a d12 - even if it happens to have irregular verb forms written on it?!
Also, it's a perfect excuse for me to have fun with cardboard, glue, and possibly even adhesive book covering. Other obvious options include crossword puzzles and bingo, but they also involve sitting down, and this at least allows some moving around. I realise it's not that much.

Are there any other way of getting students to improve their vocabulary? I'm quite partial to the vocabulary duel, too, which might still work with their age group, and similar things to make quizzing each other sound more appealing - especially if they involve moving around.
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
So things aren't going too great with my exam preparations and I'm scared stiff (lack of concentration being a major factor here - I blame the meds), but at least I discovered what I think are good hues to use for skin colours. I realise her nose is weird, her shoulders are broader than my bishie!Severus' (because I can't do human anatomy), and the background shows that I ran out of patience and motivation, but I'm new to this stuff, and considering that I last seriously drew something in 2001 before the dog and the dragon the other day I'm hugely inflated with pride here.

Severus and Minerva patrolling the dungeons

Another thing that has me in raptures today was reading through [livejournal.com profile] isurrendered , which everybody needs in their lives and ought to consider watching. It's a community which this meme spawned:
"THE MEME
1. Comment to this post with "I surrender!" and I'll assign you the basis of some TV show idea. (Science fiction show, medical drama, criminal procedure, etc...)
2. Create a cast of characters, including the actors who'd play them
3. Add in any actor photos, character bios and show synopsis that you want.
4. Post to your own journal this community!"
The submissions are all so awesome I'm sad they don't exist IRL - they have the most interesting plots, great characters, surprisingly gender- and race-balanced casts and seem to have spawned their own fandoms and fanfics already. I might go back and do recs for individual shows on there, but everybody needs to check this out for themselves, anyway. 

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