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The inevitable was put off by my inability to get to the internet, but now, here there are some pictures of Hannover. I know that I usually concentrate on how ugly it is, but this time I went to the inner city, especially the banker's district, and I've also looked at some of the beautiful churches.



The view (2) )

The Nikolai cemetery, founded in the nineteenth century, partially destroyed in the second world war and today continuously destroyed after that because some horrible people thought that a great big freaking roundabout might be a good thing to have in the middle of a beautiful historic cemetery. What's happening to it makes me really angry, as does the fate of the beautiful little chapel from the thirteenth century which is now situated in a nice spot squeezed in between a ShinShin eatery and a junction. You have to walk dangerously close to the traffic to catch a glimpse of the inside, and there cemetery is torn in two by the junction and several housing blocks.



Cemetery (5) )

Banking district with loads of money temples from different periods. I stuck to the prettier ones and left out the glass monsters.



Banks and surrounding area (10) )

An art gallery, or rather a house of arts. For some reason someone must have thought that a great big chandelier in the street would look good.



Art gallery (3) )
The opera. Someone felt the need to add a big red flag that says "Opera!" for the confused.

Opera (3) )

The Michaelis church - it's around the corner from our place and beautiful. I can't wait to see it from the inside, there was a storytelling event going on in there when we were in the area.



Michaelis church (8) )

Inneres Aegidientor. It used to be a gate to the town in the fourteenth century but was rebuilt later, obviously.

Inneres Aegidientor (2) )

Aegidienkirche, which is probably me favourite church in Hannover, even though it's a war memorial now. I love that there is no roof and the building simply opens up into the sky, I'd love to attend a service in that church.



Aegidienkirche (17) )

And some pictures from the inner city that don't really fit into any category.

General inner city (10) )

Sorry about the length and the amount of pictures, this is probably more TMI than anything else.
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  • Alice, our phone company, is taking her time. Apparently, people are working on our application, but there's no saying when we'll finally have internet and telephone. The wireless-option on my computer is tantalizing as there are several connections available within our house and I really wish I could use them. As it is, it's the uni library's PC pool for me.
     
  • My grandma's stable and doing exercises as well as arguing with the nurses about whether or not her blood sugar is high or low, so I suppose she's fine for now.
     
  • Crocky's busy preparing for her conducting exam next week and I'm working on my papers and taking pictures of the neighbourhood, mostly. On Thursdays I'm back in Hamburg to teach at my school and to visit my family, but I go back to Hanover in the evenings with my day return and already I am not too sure whether I'll be too fond of the commute to Hamburg on Tuesdays and back on Thursdays during semester, especially considering that my family live an hour from the city centre in Hamburg. It's just too much time spent on trains, seriously - last week I got halfway through Sons and Lovers on my various train rides.

Moving

Friday, September 19th, 2008 06:58 pm
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We're moving house tomorrow. Right now I am sitting on our futon mattress, on the floor, and my laptop is sitting on our coffee table. We've already taken the bed and every piece of furniture we could take apart apart and piled everything up in the room next door.

There are few things that I hate even more than moving house, although it is really great for weeding out your old uni notes, because few heavy things remain as interesting and worthy of being kept as you thought they were if you're facing having to carry that stuff all the way to the fifth floor apartment we rented in a fit of shortsighted stupidity.

Thanks to my father, we'll have plenty of help - he hired three men and a small truck, and I could not possibly be happier about that, especially seeing as one of them is supposedly able to carry our washing machine to the fifth floor all by himself. I'm glad he's there only so I can watch one man carry around the washing machine that I can barely lift, let alone carry it more than a meter. My father and my brother [livejournal.com profile] niaseath  are also going to help us, and seeing the pile of boxes next door I can't help but be reduced to a puddle of gratefulness.

Then, I'll probably be lost to the world of the internet until I return to Hamburg next week and until we've got internet at our flat in Hanover.

We'll hand in the keys to the flat in Uelzen on Monday. I can't believe that we moved  in here over a year ago, and I am really glad we're moving out, especially seeing as the nights are already getting significantly chillier and our walls have started getting more mouldy again. The crazy design of the flat and redecorating it the week after moving in was fun, but there were a lot more disadvantages than there were advantages to this place, on the whole. Hannover will be much better, I suppose, even though commuting down to Hamburg for the few lessons I am taking (preparation for my writing thesis is more important) will suck epicly.

Bwuh?

Tuesday, September 16th, 2008 01:33 pm
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Apparently, I'm pregnant.

Or Crocky is. Or my brother is. Or his secret girlfriend is. Take your pick.

My mother just forwarded an e-mail she had received from a second-degree cousin who was told by her daughter that she was told by another second-degree cousin that my mother is going to be a grandma. Much humorous mind-racking ensued, and that none of us has been in contact with the source of this information just made this all the more mysterious.

Maybe they know things I don't know?
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I never intend to own a car, I am going to take the courses for a hunting licence soon, I never turn on the heating until it is absolutely necessary, I use as little electricity as possible, and I regularly take part in events hosted by local environmentalist organisations with my family.

What I plan to cut back in future is my water use - long, hot showers are my guilty pleasures on stressful days - and to shop more consciously for environmentally friendly products, especially with regards to plastic packaging.

Oh, and I recycle, use totebags for shopping and recycled paper for university, but I do hope that these things are so common that it's not necessary to point them out.

Creatures

Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008 04:43 pm
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I always knew that icon-making is not only a waste of time, but also fun and addictive. So. Here are some vaguely pointless icons of various WoW-creatures.

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4 more misc. )

The model viewer is great fun, especially because I can see all those NPCs on it that I've never seen before, and the final bosses that I will never see in game because I suck too much.

Credits:
~scully7491's icon brush set, ~redheadstock's Arcane Circles brushes, and the Icon Table Generator.

Hässlichkeiten

Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008 12:35 pm
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Thanks for the congratulations on getting the flat, everyone!

A literal translation of the word "Hässlichkeit" (IPA: ˈhɛslɪçɪçkaɪ̯t would be "ugliness". I've never heard it anyone use a lot, but my mother keeps using the word to describe things in Hannover, as in, "Das Ihme Zentrum ist von ausgesuchter Hässlichkeit." ( "The Ihme Zentrum is of supreme ugliness").

When I went to the viewing of our new flat the areas I walked through reminded me of why I usually dislike Hanover and why I think the city is really, really ugly. It was raining, everything was grey and cold and sad, with one of those headache inducing white skies. The part of the city I walked through on my way to the flat are not exactly in the tourist area, either. In fact, it's part of the city's "redlight district", which in this case boils down to a handful of dodgy hotels offering exotic massages behind the main station.

Since I've already posted a few pretty pictures of Hanover, I felt like posting (more representative) ugly ones, too.



More Hanover (15) )

What we need to do now is find a weekend to move, which is much more difficult than it sounds, what with all the music stuff that Crocky's got on the weekends.

Glenfinnan

Tuesday, August 26th, 2008 11:13 pm
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When Crocky and I were still in Scotland my camera chose to pick the worst moment to be broken there was - on our trip through the Highlands. We bought a disposable camera and, like I do with all my films, I forgot to have the film developed. I love picking up the resulting films, once I had photos from two school exchanges from two different schools on one of them, because that camera had sat on the shelf for so long. Earlier this week, when my family had my brother's films developed, he's the only member of this camera ridden house who does not have a digital camera.

They now apparently always include a photo CD with the prints, and those really make me regret that my blasted camera was not working at the time, as the quality is not very convincing.

 


So. Let's see what my brother is up to, and I always wanted to make those iced Moccaccinos.

Special snowflakes

Thursday, August 21st, 2008 03:08 pm
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Ever since Crocky's gone and I can't watch the series we usually watch together I need to fill my breaks with other fun things. So, in completely unrelated news, the cinematic game trailer of Wrath of the Lich King is out.

High res version on the main page here.

Even though cinematic game trailers don't really reveal anything about the games I love watching them. Basic nitpicking... )

Also - what is it with main villains? I know that they tend to favour the same designers, but I don't get what makes them all want to glue cutlery to their helmet as soon as they reach the evil arch villain status:



So, even though it's probably not worth the money, I am going to buy that game. Playing with my brother [livejournal.com profile] niaseath, and actually exploring things together with him instead of him yawning through quests with me and predicting what will happen next, or having him talk me through instances is bound to be fun - even though I always slow him down.

Anyway. Mental processes. Translation.

EDIT: Can someone out there explain to me why the UK English version comes with freaking subtitles, while the US American version does not?! It's the same thing, the only difference being the rating systems and the subtitles. Looks like someone's trying to make a point there.
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Just a quick update between things. A week ago Crocky and I went to have a last look at my grandmother's flat to take pictures for the agency. Afterwards, we took a walk along the beautiful Außenalster.




Yeah. Back to my paper.

Fanfiction: Games

Thursday, August 14th, 2008 06:01 pm
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I know, I know, don't even have the 1am-excuse today, but I was curious what the graph would look for games (also, I really like graphs, embarrassingly enough). The sheer number of fanfics has always startled me, but the distribution befuddled me even more. 



It was not surprising to me that there are such a large number of fanfics for Final Fantasy, but I really would have expected more WoW fanfic featuring NElfs falling for BElfs or similar tacky crap.
Pokémon fanfic I expected, but the existence of Sonic the Hedgehog fanfic was news to me. Also, I would have expected more Star Wars or GW. Huh.

Larger graphs )

Fanfiction: Books

Thursday, August 14th, 2008 02:47 am
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Around 1 a.m. everything is a good idea, including making graphs of the most popular books used as an inspiration by fanfic-writers based on the number of fanfics written for those books on FF.net.

Here are the (fairly unsurprising) results:




Graphs )

I can't express how thankful I am that Discworld fics came in last, nor how appalled I am by the fact that there are so many DW ficcers in the first place. I don't know why, but for me, there is something extremely wrong and sacrilegious about the thought of people sitting down to write Vimes/Detritus cross-overs or whatever.
Although, considering how many fanfics there are for the Bible, I probably should not be surprised at the fact that they do exist.

Especially considering that there are 80 Minesweeper fics out there.

Anyway. Good night!
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Crocky and I are reading this book together:

46.


The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie, by Muriel Sparks.
This is a riveting tale of a school teacher in her prime who is teaching the girls at her all girls school with her very own, unconventional means. She does this most often by disregarding any sort of given curriculum or even timetable, relating tales form her own youth instead, which are often populated with strange and erotic adventures. The girls, all of whom she considers as being able of being the "créme de la créme", love the unconventional teacher. They even have started writing second-rate real person fiction about the school teacher in her prime and her wayward, deceased soldier lover Hugh. The main characters include Sandy, who is famous for her accent, and her friends, one of whom is famous for sex, and all of whom are famous for something.

Their parents as well as the headmistress are rather sceptical of the school teachers methods and object to them. Miss Jean Brodie's students all have avery close bond to their teacher, who thinks that they all might have been the "créme de la créme" and who often reminds them that her students profit from her being in her prime. In the end, one of the student betrays Miss Brodie, though, with grave consequences for the school teacher.

Seriously, though - in spite of the many annoying, redundant repetitions of what has been said before twice a paragraph, like the fact that Miss Brodie is in her prime, or what the students will be famous for, this book is still charming. This is not only due to the frequent prolepses in the narration and analepses in the character narration, which make this otherwise sometimes quite dull narrative very poignant, but also due to the characterisation of the girls.

I saw the movie adaptation starring Dame Maggie Smith, of course, and even though I hate Miss Brodie with the passion of a thousand flaming suns, I loved Maggie Smith's performance.

Reading the book, I feel as though I lack the background to properly appreciate this novel. It seems to draw on other sources far more than on the tradition of school novels, even though Crocky is supposed to read it as one for a course. What baffles me most about this is the reception, or what I've read of it. It seems that Miss Brodie, who is an at best ambiguous and often extremely negative character in the novel is read as some kind of romantic model teacher, which she is decidedly not.

Like many literary paragons of education, Miss Brodie's education revolves entirely around their own person and which works only under her charismatic leadership which transcends the borders of schools and has a grave effect on her student's life. It is good for teachers to have an impact on the lives of their students, but I doubt that it is necessary for that to abandon all kinds of lessons and impart knowledge only in the form of private chit-chat, disregarding sciences and mathematics almost altogether. Miss Brodie's methods of selection are also highly self-centred, an attribute which can also be used to describe most of what this character does.
In the end, I am glad that Sandy betrays her, as her will to rule her students lives "forever" is megalomaniac and creepy in my eyes.

Oh, here you are!

Sunday, August 3rd, 2008 05:14 pm
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Eyes that last I saw in tears
Through division
Here in death's dream kingdom
The golden vision reappears
I see the eyes but not the tears
This is my affliction

This is my affliction
Eyes I shall not see again
Eyes of decision
Eyes I shall not see unless
At the door of death's other kingdom
Where, as in this,
The eyes outlast a little while
A little while outlast the tears
And hold us in derision.

~ T. S. Eliot

I must say that when I saw the Indiana Jones movie with my brother in German the translated quotes did not really ring a bell. I am rather happy that I found the poem in the end. I wonder why this is listed as a "minor poem". It makes me wonder whether some editor decided that it was one, because it reads as though it was an unused former part of a version of The Hollow Men, maybe.

I wish this collection had proper - or any - annotations, and I wish there were seminars on Eliot in my university.

Ah, well, better walk Crocky home from the bus station.
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I had a very nice discussion with [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore     yesterday, which also skimmed the history of the criminalisation of homosexuality in Germany and made me write this entry.

I was going to take time and read my friends list properly for the first time in months again on the weekend. There are several comments which I haven't answered to yet.

The §175 used to be the paragraph criminalising sex between men. §175 )
Considering when neirbouring countries abolished the laws, it's depressing that it took so long in Germany. Homosexuality was decriminalised in England in 1967, in Scotland in 1980, and in Northern Ireland in 1982. The laws criminalising homosexuality in Germany were not abolished until 1994.
Nineteen-nintey-four. A little more than over fourteen years ago. While some of the people on my friends list were having their first romantic encounters at school or their first relationships, there were men in Germany who were fined or imprisoned for having sex.

The earliest version of §175 was introduced in the Weimarer Republic in 1871. In the relatively liberal Weimarer Republic, which had a flurishing gay and lesbian subculture, there were several petition and even movies asking for the removal of the paragraph. Psychologists and gay rights activists both sought to abolish the criminalisation, but were unsucessful as the political climate changed in the thirties.

It was made more severe in 1935 - instead of six months in jail for homosexual acts between men, the limit was raised to no less than three months and no more than ten years. The law applied to men who had sex with men under twenty-one, cases of sexual exploitation at the work-place or in a position of dependance (sorry if my legal speech is very wrong, Bron), and male prostution. Later, it even physical contact was no longer necessary to warrant a conviction, as they were also after punishing voyeurs and men masturbating in the same room.
During this period, the numbers of prosecuations and convictions soared, and I don't think I have to elaborate on the fate which met gay men in concentration camps.
As more and more men were convicted or investigated, even the mere suspicion of homosexual activity was enough to warrant an arrest and an investigation - usually in that order ("protective custody"). Half of the cases which were brought to the attention of the authorities were reported by neighbours and colleagues, paranoia soared.

After 1945, western Germany kept the paragraph as it was as it was not believed to contain Nazi ideology. Men who had been imprisoned in concentration camps by the Nazis were transferred to prisons while those who had been prosecuted for religious and other reasons were freed.

Between 1965 and 1969 the law was amended and the probably most ludicrous version introduced. Here it is. )
Men between the ages of eighteen and twenty-one who had sex with men between the ages of eighteen and twenty-one could be sentenced to up to five years in jail. The law also applied to male prostitutes for males and sexual coercion and sexual exploitation at the work place or in a situation of dependency and still applied to cases without physical contact.

The implications of the two age limits (completely illegal under 18, punished with up to five years in jail between 18 and 21, not punished above the age of 21) are ludicruous - a couple who fell in love at sixteen and seventeen would have had to take a break from their relationship for four years until both partners were over the age of twenty-one.

Reasons given by politicians was that male homosexuality (female homosexuality conveniently did not exist back then) was a threat to the general public, especially to the young men, and to the public health, which would surely degenerate if the vice of male homosexuality was not kept at bay with the law. The reason the age limits were introduced was without a doubt the military service which young German men have to complete, most of them during these ages.

In 1973 the law was amended again as people now came of age when they were 18. It was now legal for men to have sex with men above the age of eighteen, men over eighteen having sex with men under eighteen still faced up to five years in prison, although judges could rule that they should only be fined if the culprits were under the age of twenty-one. Also, the law now only applied to cases with physical contact.

This law remained intact until 1994, when it was only abolished because of the German reunion. While integrating the laws of the two Germanies, this one, which had been abolished in the GDR in 1988, also did not make it into the new system.

However, that seems to be the only reason why it was abolished. If it hadn't been for the German reunion, young men who sleep with men would most probably still be facing charges and time in jail.

Sad about this long story of injustice in our  justice system is that the madness still continues. Our  fast German government rehabilitated the men charged with homosexuality during the Third Reich symbolically in - wait for it - 2002. Those forty percent of the people who were convicted in the third reich and survived it are dead by now, obviously.

Seeing as the current generation was still partly raised with the mindset that it is illegal to sleep with men and that young boys need to be protected of the sick, insatiable sexual appetites of the vicious homosexual men, it will probably need a long, looong time until male homosexuality is equal in German heads - especially if the CDU remains in charge.

Number of convictions in Germany between 1919 and 1989:


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Crocky and I are reading Autumn Term by Antonia Forest together at the moment, taking turn with reading out loud and doing crafty things or playing games while the other is reading. It's a great way to spend the holidays, and I love reading books with her.

45.

Autumn Term, by Antonia Forest.
It's one of the Faber Children's Classics, and it is utterly awesome. Even though I had the feeling that it must have been published a hundred years before it actually was published, it is a really enjoyable read.

It describes the first term at school of the twins Nick and Lawrie, who join their four older sisters at an all-girls boarding school. Instead of immediately making IIIA like all their sisters did, they are downgraded to the Third Remove because they were not able to learn a lot at home due to various illnesses. Their attempts to shine like their siblings generally end in dismay, until one of their friends decides to write, direct and produce a stage-play for the school's open day, The Prince and the Pauper, in which the twins receive main roles and which earns them a lot of recognition.

The plot is not really the main reason to enjoy this book, but the all-girls boarding school thing got me, as well as the absolutely wonderful characters and the author's style.The interaction between the sibling is very spot on, the language is pretty, the characterisation is subtle and the characters are lovely. Even though I can't say I am interested in Lawrie and Nick a lot, it's still fun reading their exploits, even though I am more interested in their siblings, especially Kay and Rowan.

Both of us have a literature crush on Rowan, enough of a crush to try and get hold of the the other copies through our library system from Great Britain, because all the other instalments are out of print and to get them I'd have to pay £90 for the first edition paper backs.

We were so endeared by the interactions and the characters that we started awarding favourability points for the characters and started plotting in this chart with reference to the scene which scored each character points as favourites.
It became very obvious very early on that Rowan was going to win by a LOT.

CharacterPoints
GilesII
Peter
RowanIIIIIIII
Ginty (Virginia)
Anne
Karen (Kay)IIII
Laurie (Lawrence)
Nick (Nicola)  
Tim (Thalia)I
MarieI
FatherI
Ms KeithI
Ms JenningsII


Quotes )

So, the book is a real gem, as boarding school novels go, and I do not understand why the other instalments had to sink into obscurity that they are out of print while this one has become a classic.
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44.

Wings, by Terry Pratchett.
The final instalment in the Bromeliad trilogy. This is Masklin's story and how he managed to get back to their mother ship and get back to Grimma and the store nomes in the quarry.
Which I did not finish because it had been put on hold by someone at the library and I had to take it back earlier than I would have liked. I never thought this instalment was as interesting as the other two, even though Masklin is as likeable as ever and even though the store nomes reaction to meeting a decendant of his deity is hilarious.

43.

Diggers, by Terry Pratchett.
Living together in a disused quarry, especially the store nomes have troubles adjusting and putting by old feuds. Masklin, the main character, decides to go and get help from a decendant of the store nomes "deity" who founded the store. In his absence, the quarry is re-opened and Grimma, who now leads the nomes even though she is female, acts to save them.
Again, my gender-goggles were pleased, even though I keep thinking that Terry Pratchett's positive message is made easier by the fact that his female characters are all coming directly out of deeply prejudiced worlds which are just moving on to more equality. Still, I have a very soft spot for Grimma.

42.

Truckers, by Terry Pratchett
Four-inch or so tall people, originally form outer space, the nomes, who live next to a motorway decide to improve their perilous condition by moving, use on of the trucks that sometimes come by, and find out that there are nomes which live in a store. When the store has to be demolished, they leave together.
When I first read these books, I read them in German on a train ride back from my elderly relatives in Essen and frequently I had to literally bite my hand to stop myself from making a spectacle of myself by repeatedly getting into laughing fits. On second reading, in English, ten years later, I do not find these novels THAT funny anymore, but these predecessors of the Wee Free Men, successors of the Carpet People are still interesting enough for me to read all three novels. Again, my gender-goggles are deeply gratified by the progress perceptible in this world, and even though the plot itself is nothing that new, there are many elements to the story that I liked a lot, like the religion the store gnomes have.
41.

Equal Rites, by Terry Pratchett.
A story about the first female wizard who goes to Ankh-Morpork's famous Unseen University, or tries to, as women can't enter the university.
Not in this pretty version, obviously. What I love about Terry Pratchett is that you can analyse his books at leisure and still hardly ever be disappointed. I have never used race goggles on his books, he may have skeletons in the closet there, but gender-wise, and my gender-spectacles are permanent by now, I'm afraid, this man is perfect. This is one of his earliest novels and even though he cheerfully draws on the same stereotypes as many of his Fantasy-writing colleagues do it does not matter, as he does so tongue-in-cheek, as he deconstructs the things he does use as he goes along. The deeply prejudiced world he depicts at the beginning of the story is already going somewhere by the end of the novel, and this deeply optimistic view of his world as a place which starts out bad but is evolving to something better every novel makes his Discworld novels such a great read.

Yesterday

Wednesday, July 9th, 2008 12:30 pm
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Yesterday was pretty much the perfect day. Perfect. I had asked Crocky whether she'd like to see What the Butler Saw with me, and so she came along and spent the day with me in Hamburg, which is always a good foundation of a perfect day.

At first, I went to see one of my examiners, the didactics one, who is just generally wonderful and awesome and who chatted to me about my final paper and was very interested in my topic. I love her. Then, I picked up two Scheine, which I was very pleased with, as well.



Since by then it was only around 3pm, there was a lot of time to kill until 7.30pm. Thus, we went to see Hancock, which I had unwisely not read any reviews of and which I was exited about because it features a Will Smith as a superhero.


Why I Did Not Like Hancock In Spite of Will

After three quarters of an hour, feeling vaguely self-conscious and nerdy for doing so, I leant across to Crocky and told her I was wondering whether this movie is actually worse from a gender perspective or a race perspective only to find out that she'd been trying to make up her mind about that, too.

Of course now some people will roll their eyes and marvel how she and I can even be bothered to care enough about such things to let them interfere with watching a good movie, and rest assured that I really wouldn't have, had there been a decent enough movie to watch. Now, it's not as bad as The Happening, which had me wondering and thankful for watching it, because it may actually be the absolutely worst movie I have ever had the privilege of seeing, but just generally... sort of... wrong on several levels.

The only good things were probably the special-effects and the mere fact that it has a black superhero! As a main character! As the title role! Which was awesome.

Not so awesome was pretty much everything else.

The blatant, really unnecessary nationalism, which was probably only to be expected of a movie that opened on the fourth of July - and still I think that the film could have afforded to lose a few eagles, especially the random real eagle that made a WTF-inspiring appearance in the closing scenes.

The way the hero had to be told to adjust to the role of the tradintional, white superhero to be accepted by society, guided by a wise, well-adjusted white mentor figure and with the vulnerable white, blonde woman as the ultimate prize at the end. How- in spite of her freaking super powers- said white, blond woman's purpose was to be saved by the male hero, for heaven's sake. How this is also a movie about a poverty-stricken, aggressive alcoholic being polished up for society by the nice upper-class, white family.
How the backstory stayed lame and vague and was only introduced in the last part of the film, making a rushed appearance.

How, in spite of Hancock, there was just one other black character, who was of course a male news presenter, and a few criminals without lines, and no black women at all. This especially made Hancock not only "the only of his kind" as a superhero, but also the only of his kind as a black character, which is sad, as the film was promising.

So, I did not really like it. I still love watching Will Smith, but the first black superhero could really have deserved a different context in my eyes.



We then went and watched the University Player's performance of Joe Orton's What the Butler Saw, which was very, very enjoyable.
Even though I know that some people had had their doubts about the effectiveness of having the characters played by cross-dressing characters of the opposite sex, that made the play all the more enjoyable to watch for me.
The skill of the actors and the professionalism of the production once again made me marvel at the skill of the people involved.

As always.
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Ich was ein chint so wolgetan from the Carmina Burana (carmina amatoria, no. 185) is one of  my favourite songs, even though it's basically about rape (the story is basically this: a young country girl, picking flowers, meets a man who lures her back to some linden trees and has sex with her against her will. The song is a mixture between Middle High German and Medieval Latin, and is clearly a comic song).

Crocky brought home a version from a music project and it's so awesome I fell in love with it, in spite of the text. It probably reflects the culture and the idea of humour from back in the day very well. I did not find the song from that project anywhere online, but an example of a similar idea of what the melody must have sounded like can be found on this CD, it's no.7.




Below is an excerpt from the codex, featuring the writing and the notation. In the space above the text you can see the earliest forms of musical notation, neumes, which allow a very rough idea of what this song must have sounded like.
These are unheightened neumes, neumes without staff-lines, and therefore allow only a very rough idea - oddly enough, as notation with staff lines was technically known in the days when the Codex Burensis was supposedly composed, which is around 1230, although possibly not so much for secular music. The songs for which they do have melodies thus were all assembled through concordances with other manuscripts. From what I know, there is no explanation for why adiastemic neumes were used in the collection, especially as the collectors were clearly learned enough to know about the other notation systems. (While trawling the internets for more information on this, I came across this utterly awesome project devoted to digitalising neumes.)

The songs in the collection are attributed to the Goliards, German, English, Italian and French vagrant monks from the profane order of "St Golias", who were, in contrast to other monks, not averse to wine, woman, and song. They were clerical students who travelled from university to university or just generally travelled. The songs do offer a lot of evidence of their education - there are both paragraphs in Latin as well as quotes from philosophers and scholars. The Goliards were following the probably fictional "St. Golias" and were very critical of the political powers and the church, and wrote satirical poems and songs to express their discontent, but also bawdy songs and tales.
If this attribution is correct, that would make the codex an example of around 778 years old student culture, which is somehow awesome.

 Page from the Codex Burensis with Ich was ein chint

50 book challenge

Tuesday, July 8th, 2008 02:38 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
40.

Slam, by Nick Hornby.
Still one of my favourite books, and I am still not sure what to think of the content. It is an interesting commentary on teenage fatherhood, in a genre in which I've only ever encountered accounts of teenage motherhood, and the style make this one awesome, but there are just some things I really have problems with, like Sam being "whizzed into the future" by a poster. Just... No.

39.

Herr Lehmann, by Sven Regener.
The first chapter I slept through entirely. I was bored and annoyed by the main character and really, really could not be bothered to feel for him. This continued to stay the same until his best friend was about to have a nervous breakdown. Before that, the plot just seems to be incredibly bland, and the style aggravating, a variation of "young male intellectual gets laid by beautiful woman". Who at first appears to be a match for his loquaciousness, but then is of coursed too baffled by the sheer force of his manly maleness and rhetoric to continue being brainy.
From the moment on at which his best friend starts cracking up I started to love this story, and now the novel's strange, passiv and detached, yet supposedly brilliant and completely useless main character are somehow endearing to me. The way it utterly fails to give an account or relate the events in this novel to the political situation of the Wende is believable, as the more significant events of the political reality completely get lost among the gritty, smaller events of every-day life.

Diablo 3

Sunday, June 29th, 2008 08:35 pm
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I liked hearing about the third instalment, even though I doubt I'll ever play it. Diablo I was the among the first games I ever played, Diablo II was the first game I ever played online and together with my brother. I loved that game, even though the amount of monsters you have to kill to get through the game and the way in which they completely vanish once killed always bothered me somewhat. I loved the story, though, and the prettiness of the angels in the game.


Sparkly, shiny, tendril wings. What more can you ask for?

What does make me a little sceptical are the graphics. What I've seen of the game so far is not that impressive. Well, Blizzard have never been synonymous with pretty graphics, and it seems as though the graphics have barely changed from Diablo II - which will make the fans happy, I suppose, but I would have liked something ... more impressive. I am not much of a gamer nerd, but considering HOW much prettier HGL and D&DO are, prettier games seem to be possible. I am told that the game is good for a beta version and considering it's in third person perspective, and maybe that's true. Still.

Market Day

Sunday, June 29th, 2008 07:59 pm
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When Crocky and I sent our notice to our landlord on Saturday we saw that there was a market in Uelzen. They had basically turned the entire town centre into one market place, even though there is a perfectly good square in front of the town hall which would have served the same purpose. When I was little my grandparents and my mother used to go to a market in Hamburg every Saturday, so I still have a soft spot for markets, even though they tend to be too full for my taste. I loved walking across the market and shopping for some fresh groceries with Crocky, looking at all the colourful stalls full of delicious fresh food. Since there was a shower right before we left all the groceries were covered in little drops and looked as though they were straight out of an ad. I wish I'd have thought to take my camera, I'd been able to spam my friends list with some pictures, on the other hand, maybe it's better that I didn't. With several kilos of rhubarb, apples, and, most importantly, strawberries we headed home and made some fruit salad and rhubarb pudding. I think I need a better recipe for that one. The one I pulled from the internet was too sweet and altogether not tasty at all.

It's a funny feeling, having handed in our notice before actually having a new flat, but we're resolved not to spend another winter in this damp place. Also, most of the flats advertised in the local papers and on the internet around here tended to be vacant as soon as they appeared online, so it should be possible to find something during our three months notice. Hopefully. We're already looking, but so far, most of the flats were either too expensive, taken, or the landlords didn't come back to us. Looks like a lot of calls will have to be made next week...

The Beatles

Tuesday, June 24th, 2008 05:26 pm
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Blackbird is probably my favourite song by The Beatles ever.

What's yours?
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I realised today that I have a lot of catching up to do with my friends page, I will do that at the weekend.

T.S. Eliot reading 'The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock" (Ignore the commercial at the beginning)


I was quite exited to find this recording again. His own rendition of the poem is very different from what I would read if I were reading it out. loud, which might be possible to my n00btastic skills as a voice actress. I'll try to get Crocky to read this out loud, she's much better at these things.

50 book challenge

Friday, June 20th, 2008 01:21 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
38.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The End, by Daniel Handler.
I am still not sure what to make of this ending. There seem to be some loose ends, but I daresay that it's possible to assemble clues from the series to fill in the blanks. I don't really know what to make of the dilemma that the last book's end presented me with, though, and I like that. It seems that the series itself leaves the heroes in this grey zone between heroes and villains, and that is a really awesome thing to do at the end of a series for young readers. I also loved learning more about Count Olaf's backstory, curiously enough.

37.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Penultimate Peril, by Daniel Handler.
Another better novel. It's awesome to finally meet the sister of the fictional author of the story. The added information on the main plot were really worth the read, although I had a hard time justifying the actions of the children towards the end of the series. It seems very hard to do, and even though I feel that the plot means to make them remain in the roles of heroes, their actions rather show that they have become, in fact, villains. I'm really curious how the last book deals with that.

36.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Grim Grotto, by Daniel Handler.
Another great instalment that was fun reading. Especially the introduction of yet another grey zone between heroes and villain made this book really awesome for me.

35.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Slippery Slope, by Daniel Handler.
I loved this one, really loved. The way the romance sub-plot is not played out as something of utmost importance, finding out about V.F.D, the continued use of the Swinburne-quote - I loved it. Finally, the overall plot has gathered some momentum, and the style continues to stay awesome. I also stopped being aggravated by the lack of realism in the baby's behaviour.

34.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Carnivorous Carnival, by Daniel Handler.
This book was really interesting. It's slightly depressing that this is really the first one which is so thoroughly entertaining and quite suspenseful at times, although I couldn't say whether or not this wasn't already the case in the eighth book, which was out at the time and which I had to skip.

33.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Vile Village. by Daniel Handler.
Yay! Finally! Plot! The return of the useless guardian is even made bearable by that.

32.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Ersatz Elevator, by Daniel Handler.
This book had one of the most annoyingly unrealistic scenes of the entire bloody series - the baby climbing up the elevator using her teeth. No creative licence in the world can make that ok. Also, the reappearance of the one evil-and-one-incompetent-guardian-thing makes this boring. The glimpses of an underlying plot of the series makes it worth the read, though.

31.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Austere Academy, by Daniel Handler.
I really enjoyed reading about the Triplets, although the more blatant moments of children's literature and the resulting lack of realism and sense were annoying again. I liked that there seems to be plot on the horizon there somewhere. Can't wait.

30.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Miserable Mill, by Daniel Handler.
Yawn. Also, the less realistic things are getting annoying. I still enjoy the Snicket parts and the style, but the children's book literature moments get on my nerves.
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This is the funniest parody/summary of Stephanie Meyer's Twilight I have ever read.

I feel bad for posting it because I know that there are people on my friends list who absolutely love the series, but this is SO hilarious I just had to share it.

Frank Martin

Friday, June 13th, 2008 10:14 am
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Listen to this:



Frank Martin's mass is one of the most beautiful masses I have ever heard, especially the Gloria. My favourite part in the entire mass is everything from "quoniam tu solus sanctus" onwards. I know that the quality of the above video isn't perfect, but hopefully it's enough for you to get an impression of it.

(no subject)

Tuesday, June 10th, 2008 02:02 pm
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Taken from [livejournal.com profile] deadsoulmate and [livejournal.com profile] krakelwok.

YELLOW

You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.

Find out your color at QuizMeme.com!



Not my favourite colour at all. I retook the test because of that and it turned out that I am either blue or green, too. Huh.

Ok. Back to work. Blegh.

(no subject)

Monday, June 9th, 2008 10:25 pm
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I like how our wife scores are both scores lower in spite of strikingly similar questions in the questionnaire.

Icons

Wednesday, June 4th, 2008 04:16 pm
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I spent my break trying out my icon-making-skillz on wedding-themed icons because I found one pretty photo the other day that I wanted to change into an icon (you will never guess which one it was). I am not too happy with the results, which is also due to the fact that I could only yank fairly stereotypical bases of Google, so the results were kitsch.

Anyway.

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
10 11


Bases #1, #2, #3.
Brushes: all [livejournal.com profile] roostersgrrl 's.
Also: Icon table generator.

50 book challenge

Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008 11:57 am
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
29.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Wide Window, Daniel Handler.
I hated this one with the passion of a hundred flaming suns. Why? Because of the fact that one of the brats thought that the henchman of the sinister Count Olaf whose gender is unclear is the "scariest", and apparently because of that alone, and because they called hir an "it".
The "hooked arm" and "wooden leg" things were bad enough, but this one was really over the top, as it seemed to be the only reason for the person to be horrible.

28.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Reptile Room, Daniel Handler.
Even as a young child I would have found Mr Poe too aggravating to believe. I do wonder about the dedications of the books, though, and I've come to like the tone. On the whole, the backstory of Lemony Snicket is far more interesting to read about and think about than the children's predicament. The two layers of the story work very well together.
Maybe it's only because I've gotten used to them, but the characters seem rather likeable all of the sudden, and although I still find it very difficult to actually sympathise with them, they do seem likeable.

27.

A Series of Unfortunate Events - The Bad Beginning,  Daniel Handler.
I think I'm only reading the series because I couldn't resist the temptation and irresistible appeal of the cover and design of the books.
I have to say that I hated the movie, but that was mostly due to the presence of Jim Carey whom I really can't abide. I think that the Eternal Sunshine and The Truman Show were the only movies which feature him which didn't make me aggressive and nauseous in equal parts.
Something about the books strikes me as incredibly phoney, which may well be the attempt to stuff as much Gothic-novelesque imagery into this book as humanly possible combined with the language. It's like a Tim Burton movie in book form for early readers.
The language of the narrator annoys me slightly, but I think that I would have enjoyed the books as a young child, before the missing logic would have gotten on my nerves.

50 book challenge

Thursday, May 29th, 2008 09:50 am
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I absolutely loved Dress Your Family in Corduroy and Denim, and I'll try to get hold of some of his story collections ASAP. Seems like other people like him, too, though, all the books at my library are out.

26.

Homoplot - The Coming-Out Story and Gay, Lesbian and Bisexual Identity, by Esther Saxey.
I hate coming out stories, and this book raises a few very interesting and critical issues about the genre. So far it's very interesting.


Perception

Tuesday, May 27th, 2008 08:34 pm
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Does your perception change when your mood changes?

I bet it does. Mine certainly does.

This is what a park around the corner normally looks like:


Through my eyes... )

Book

Monday, May 26th, 2008 09:17 am
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I really should stop reading several books at the same time. It usually means I don't finish all of them.

25.

Dress Your Family in Cordoroy and Denim, David Sedaris.
I have to admit that after reading the enthused voices of various newspaper critics on the first page I would have expected something completely different, but I am by no means disappointed. I love the main character, Sedaris' style and the way he effortlessly combines autobiographic episodes with social commentary and humour.
Not as "Hilarious!!!" as the critics said, but I love it nontheless. Or maybe I misunderstand the meaning of "hilarious". I always thought that that meant something like "pant-wettingly funny", but that's not what this book is to me; it has a rather heart-warming, if sometimes slightly wry humour? Hmm.


24.

Who cares about English Usage?, David Crystal.
Oh, this is a book that several of our prescriptive grammarians need, need, need to read. It's both short and also a really funny read, and illustrates some of the things very nicely which grammar nazis on the intarwebz regularly throw fits about and which are just evidences of language changing, as it tends to. Good heavens.

("S.O.S., as everyone knows, stands for 'Save Our Syntax'. At various places in this book, I'll be discussing under this heading a grammatical point which regularly causes people to send up distress rockets, and demand linguistic lifejackets.")

(no subject)

Sunday, May 25th, 2008 03:11 pm
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( ~Yoodi)

For Truth, Justice, Freedom, Reasonably Priced Love, and a Hard-Boiled Egg.

And also for Alzheimer's research.

I love that initiative and the amount of time and effort fans put into it, especially [livejournal.com profile] auronsgirl.
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It is important that some parents are alerted to the dangers of internet addiction, but I somehow don't really think that the protagonist is to blame for looking for friends elsewhere, seeing as NO ONE (except possibly his girlfriend) seem to mind that he keeps dropping dead.

Ok. Back to trying to find a driver for my external harddrive (there is no brand name on it anywhere, which makes things much more fun). It SHOULD work on XP, but somehow, it is Plug&Play resistant.

50 book challenge

Tuesday, May 20th, 2008 01:41 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
23.
 
Drachen, by Joseph Nigg. (How to raise and keep a dragon)
This probably doesn't even count as a book, but it is so incredibly cute I wanted to include it.

22.

The English Language - a guided tour of the language, by David Crystal. For my semester, or at least the WS0203 IELS course, the Welsh professor probably is the godfather of Linguistics, as we were treated to a taped lecture he held in Hamburg a few semesters before by our teacher, Ada Whitaker.
("Accommodation has gotten me into the worst sort of trouble. I was talking to another arts enthusiast in Glasgow the other day, and we were agreeing about funding and exhibitions and all sorts of other topics, and after a while, Ah felt me voice go like thes. And then it happened. My partner in conversation was delighted and asked, 'Are ye from Glasgow?" Now, there's the problem - the Glaswegians are used to having their accent ridiculed, and react rather violently, so what was I supposed to say? 'No!' - he would think that I was making fun of him, and he would hit me. 'Yes!' - 'Which part of Glasgow?' - 'Uh, I don't know!' - and he would hit me again.")

21.

Eric, or Little by Little, by Frederic William Farrar.
A boarding school novel. A gripping tale of the snares of moral corruption that lurk behind every corner in the every-day life of a schoolboy in the nineteenth century (like cheating in exams, smoking the pipe, or using bad language that god does not delight in, oh my).
Most of the conflicts that arise between the students and the teachers seem absolutely ludicrous (one boy pinned a note that said "[teacher] is a surly devil" to the board and did not confess when he had the choice. As a punishment, he was "tried" in a mock trial by the entire student body. Their punishment for him was making him "walk the gauntlet", a beating from all of his fellow students. He was also subsequently caned in front of the entire school by the headmaster and expelled afterwards) from today's perspective - or at least my perspective, but it is still a charming window into a world that is comparatively whole and simple.
20.

Middlemarch, by George Eliot.
Mostly because I couldn't remember what happens towards the last third of the novel. I like it a lot, although there are parts that are incredibly tedious, and parts that are incredibly charming.

19.

Reading Lolita in Teheran, by Azar Nafisi. (Reading "Lolita" in Teheran - a memoir in books)
A fascinating read with many unbelievable insights into the daily life of an Iranian college professor. It made many of the things I already know about more real and thereby more horrifying.

18.

Mein Herz so weiß,by Xavier Marias. (A Heart so white)

17.
 
Homeland, by R. A. Salvatore.
Ever since [profile] duckygirlrocks wrote that entry in her LJ about the main character I wanted to read the series.
It is good so far, although I had to take the book back to the library before I finished reading it, though, so I still need to take it out again to find out how it actually ends. Needless to say, someone else has it in their clutches now and won't give it back.
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This is more than slightly old news, but I only found out about this today and I am rather worried about this. The DSM (Diagnostic Standard Manual for Mental Disorders) series are standard manuals that every psychologist uses. It is originally a US American manual, but has become the international standard diagnosis manual, Europe as well as in the USA, from what I know. It's the one we've used in Scotland, it's the one we use here, it's the diagnosis bible.

There have always been scandals surrounding the DSMs, the last one was about the 1994 edition when it became clear that some of the scientists on the board's interests had been possibly affected by being on the payroll of pharma companies, if I remember correctly.

Now, the APA is working on the DSM-V. So far so good. What does not seem so good is the choice of people they've put in charge of the sexual and gender identity disorders section:


Now, whom do we have here?

The chair, Zucker, is fairly well known for his work in the Clarke institute and his work on children and gender identity disorders. I found something on what Zucker proposes for Gender Identity Disorder in Children - diagnosis and treatment on NARTH, although the "National Association for Research and Therapy of Homosexuality" is not a very objective choice.

Here's a blog entry on an example case and what Zucker would propose vs. what another doctor would propose. And here's the backstory.

I can't understand why they have chosen this man. From what I have read on Zucker, his studies are concerned mainly with treatment of, of course, the cause, diagnosis and treatment of gender identity disorders in children, but also with establishing correlations for cross-dressing behaviour in males and homosexuality, poor social conditions and GID in children as well as later homosexuality, depression in the parents and homosexuality/GID, unattractiveness in girls and GID, and a significant correlation of depression and GID.
Altogether his studies are not methodologically convincing to me, but then, my view is as biased as his.

A.E. Brain has a rather good summary of who else is on the board and what they are doing at her blog, here is a shorter summary:


Obviously, LGBT activists are less than happy about the influence that Zucker is could have on the group. Someone who seems to reinforce the gender binary, pathologises gender deviations and links gender deviation with later homosexuality in a way that makes clear that he most likely does not even recognise that sexual orientation and gender are two entirely different things is not likely to have a good effect on the symptoms listed in the DSM-V, or the "disorders" these will indicate. 

I always thought that the people who advocated the kinds of therapy Zucker recommends were, well, a minority on the outer fringes of the scientific community, and it is shocking to see what kind of power they suddenly received. It's bad enough to see that there are still people in there with a Freudian background. I wonder why the APA chose them, as their concerns do not seem to be the pathological varieties of SGIDs and sexual orientations, but the pathological nature of sexual and gender deviations.

Maybe I am overestimating the influence that Zucker and Blanchard could have on any section that deals with gender identity disordered people and their diagnosis, but since the other members on the team have such different areas of expertise it is likely that their influence will be rather important.

And because I suck at write-ups, here are two blog entries on the topic:
Kat Long: DSM-V Gender "Experts" Anger LGBTs -  Trans Groups Oppose Psychologists’ Background in Reparative Therapy
A. E. Brain: Transsexual Causation, the American Psychiatric Association, and Interpol

Again, I know that the NARTH is not exactly a wonderful source for unbiased material, but there are a few articles which include quotes from Zucker and details of his works in their gender section.

I'm really curious about what the DSM-V will look like.

Papers

Saturday, May 17th, 2008 03:17 pm
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The holidays have basically been a paper-writing-and-panicking marathon for me. I did manage to get a lot of the reading done I wanted to do, though. Still, I wish I'd have time for myself again that actually felt good instead of having my brain shut down at the internal list of all the things that need to be done.

Tetris - The Movie. My brother showed me this, and it is completely awesome. )

Ok. Back to an oral presentation on Georg Forster's Frische teutsche Liedlein.

Oldenstädter See

Friday, May 2nd, 2008 09:34 pm
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Not much, if you are not into walking and cycling. I did go for the walk I mentioned in the post with the map earlier today. Due to the good weather, I met a lot of other walkers and couldn't make up my mind whether it was polite to greet them, as a teacher at the uni once had told us to once we were in small villages, as it was considered impolite not to, or to ignore them and just quietly walk past as I would in the city. Both got the same results - strange looks. I settled for a sort of half-nod in the end.







EDIT: My brother [profile] niaseath  's monosyllabic comment was: "http://www.xkcd.com/77/ ?".
I think he has a point.
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Part 1.

What could be more interesting than looking at scores of pictures of a town with all of 35k inhabitants? Especially since there is little that is actually worth the visit in Uelzen unless you are a rabid Friedensreich Hundertwasser fan (and there aren't that many of those out there). I do love the little chapels that are there, though, and the old buildings. Since not many things were destroyed in the wars, there are still many buildings which are several hundred years old, old churches, old headstones, old schools.



It's a shame that it was closed, I would have liked to take a peek inside and see more than I could through the barred windows.



I love the Ratsteich. I think that one day I'll try to get myself to go to one of the cafés on the banks, it must be great, especially in the evening.



There are really interesting headstones around the church, most of them of clergy and their families, and some of them of city notables. Especially the ones from the seventeenth century are fascinating.











I LOVE that school. It's SO beautiful - especially compared to my school, which was an ugly, uniform building from the seventies that looked more or less exactly like the four other grammar schools in cycling distance which were also a product of the suburban flight in the seventies. Nothing compared to this pretty building.


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I went for a two hour walk today to take some pictures of this town, as I realised that I barely have any.

Sorry about the length of this entry.

After this walk, I also remember what I dislike about Uelzen. People stare at you wherever you go. I know what you think - and yes, I would probably also think so if they did not - but if a person keeps following you around a church and keeps whispering to their husband, I think I do have the right to be suspicious - especially if they are clearly uninterested in the headstones.

It's normal that in this town, people have so little to do that they keep following every moving object until it is out of sight, the more so today, as it is the first of May and many Uelzeners don't have anything to do apart from sitting in the cafés or cycling around town. Or going for walks, or following around young chubby women taking pictures. Well, and some of them also were chanting drunken paroles.

The weather was great, I managed to take a couple of the pictures done I wanted to take for ages.













I love the many timbered houses in Uelzen. The oldest I've found was built in the fourteenth century, destroyed later on and rebuilt on the site. Most of the other beautiful timbered houses I found were first built in the seventeenth century - but most were refurbished at a later point or destroyed and rebuilt.

Part 2.
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I found that are a variety of really pretty emblem sites out there today. There's a project they're doing in Glasgow. Why, why did I leave? There's also a really pretty educational site hosted by the project they're doing in Utrecht with explanations and quizzes in English and in Dutch, it's really good and worth a visit - it's a kind of introductory course on Dutch love emblems.
One project is hosted by Wolfenbüttel, which I will get to visit in May, then, there's the Munich emblem data base, and a site on the Memorial University of Newfoundland who have digitalised the emblems of Andrea Alciato (1492-1550), who is probably my favourite.

Here are a few examples:



Submovendam ignorantiam (Ignorance must be banished)

Quod monstrum id? Sphinx est. Cur candida virginis ora,
Et volucrum pennas, crura leonis habet?
Hanc faciem assumpsit rerum ignorantia: tanti
Scilicet est triplex caussa et origo mali.
Sunt quos ingenium leve, sunt quos blanda voluptas,
Sunt et quos faciunt corda superba rudes.
At quibus est notum, quid Delphica littera possit,
Praecipitis monstri guttura dira secant.
Namque vir ipse bipesque tripesque et quadrupes idem est,
Primaque prudentis laurea, nosse virum.

What monster is that? It is the Sphinx.
Why does it have the bright face of a virgin, the feathers of a bird, and the limbs of a lion?
Ignorance of things has taken on this appearance: which is to say that the root cause of so much evil is threefold. Some men are made ignorant by levity of mind, some by seductive pleasure, and some by arrogance of spirit. But they who know the power of the Delphic message slit the relentless monster's terrible throat. For man himself is also a two-footed, three-footed, four-footed thing, and the first victory of the prudent man is to know what man is.

It's a fascinating genre, and it's a pity it's been banalised so much. What was most interesting for me was reading the Dutch pages - I hardly know anything at all about the period in Netherlands, it was a fascinating read.
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The part of your brain which is responsible for your sarcasm detection is probably the left Brodmann's area 47.
"[S]arcasm detection activated the neural circuits involved in mentalizing processes, as well as those of the semantic executive system. This is consistent with the notion that pragmatic processes, such as sarcasm, are closely related to mentalizing functions (Frith and Frith, 2003). We suggest that the left BA 47 might be where mentalizing and language processes interact during sarcasm detection."

"Sarcasm detection activated the left temporal pole, the superior temporal sulcus, the medial prefrontal cortex, and the inferior frontal gyrus (Brodmann's area [BA] 47). The left BA 47 was activated more prominently by sarcasm detection than by the first sentence. These findings indicate that the detection of sarcasm recruits the medial prefrontal cortex, which is part of the mentalizing system, as well as the neural substrates involved in reading sentences."

Ok. Back to topic. Ahem.
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
Genesis 4:9
Und der HERR sprach zu Kain: Wo ist dein Bruder Abel? Und er sagte: Ich weiß nicht. Bin ich meines Bruders Hüter?
(Then the LORD said to Cain, "Where is Abel your brother?" And he said, "I do not know. Am I my brother's keeper?")

'Abel steh auf' - Hilde Domin )

Slightly jerky translation - Get up Abel )

Brief musings )
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Moment #1

It is raining in Uelzen, not any respectable rain, but the kind of drizzle that can't make up it's mind whether it's fog or rain. Of course, since it did not look like rain, I had not taken my umbrella along in the morning and am trudging along the cobbled street as fast as I can, laden with my full army backpack and a bag of books.
Suddenly, there is a feeling of slight suction at my right foot and then something wet and cold. Looking down I find myself facing not my black shoe, but my white sock. I look back, see my shoe a few feet back and realise heel of my shoe must have gotten stuck between the cracks between the cobbles.
Through the rain, I hop back, on one leg, to my stuck shoe, while a lady on the other side of the road who is walking her dog starts to laugh her head off.
I put my shoe back on, nod at her, and get home as fast as I can.


Moment # 2

I am signing up for my courses at the uni for next semester, am checking and double-checking my applications and am filling in my time table - courses I have been put into in pen, courses pending in pencil. I usually stick the pencil behind my ear when I am using the pen.
Around me, a basic computer skills class for students is in progress, but it is so empty that they told me I could check up on my courses nontheless. The two girls behind me are having serious trouble inserting pictures into the power point presentations they are doing and changing the size. The instructor, who sounds like someone with nerves of steel reaching the end of his tether, is explaining over and over again the magic of clicking the corners and dragging them, or right-clicking and changing the size. He tells them to try it again now and they are left to try by themselves.
I finish my time tabling and get up and start packing my bag. Suddenly, snorts of laughter erupt behind me. From the corner of my eye, I see the person who does not know how to change the size of a picture in a PPP point at her ear, whereupon she and her associate erupt in snorts again. I finish packing my bag and leave.

Book challenge

Tuesday, March 18th, 2008 12:01 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
17.

The Red Badge of Courage, Stephen Crane.
Blegh. This is one of the coming-of-age stories we really can do without.

16.

Far from the Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy.
I love this book. It is the second of Hardy's books I ever read, in a small cottage in the Brecon Beacons, and in spite of the prominence of the love plot, I always loved this book. Gabriel Oak is one of the most likeable characters I ever read about, and his and Bathshebas love plot one of the most interesting, too.
Why can't all couples in all love plots be like this? I liked it such a lot during my teenage years that I am worried that if I reread it now, it will be worse than it is in my head.

15.

Pompeii, Robert Harris.
Watch the manly, grieving widower battle the forces of bisexual promiscuity (although the terms are apparently interchangeable in this book) and see the world's first volcano with moral awareness who spares the innocent.
In spite of the fast-paced account of the final hours of the city this book does not live up to my expectations at all. This could have been so much better.
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These are olds rather than news, but I only discovered this today and it is fascinating.

A team of international scientists have studied Antarctic deep sea life and found the most bizarre sea creatures.
Of course sea creatures always tend to be somewhat more bizarre and alien than land-dwelling creatures, but these things are even more alien - like the things in the picture above, plankton eating creatures, apparently. So beautiful!

My favourite, however, was a spidery thing that has the greatest swimming style.

I come bearing video footage )

WTF of the day

Wednesday, March 12th, 2008 02:07 pm
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Good to see that there are nutcases in other countries, too.

I'm still ill, though. After two coughing fits in Latin yesterday I did not dare return and am now translating my In Catilinam at home.
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
Gespräch mit meinen Pantoffeln

Die verlassenen Schuhe
zurückgelassen
am Rande
eines Kraters
eines Flusses
eines Betts
diese Schuhe
aus denen die Füße
fortgingen
an einem Rande
barfuß
in das schuh- und kleiderlose Land

Meine Pantoffeln
die mich ansehen
sie sitzen vor meinem Bett
und sehen mich an
Seite an Seite
wie sie mich ansehen
die zärtlichen Tiere
Ich kniee nieder
und streichle
meinen verängstigten
Pantoffeln
das Fell.

~ Hilde Domin: Ausgewählte Gedichte


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